Apology

[Chibi]

Hello.

It's not within my wildest imagination (which is quite wild admittedly) that this abomination of an attempt at trying to atone for my mistakes be accepted. Hm. And I do apologize for the impending incoherency that I trust upon thee.
Not trying to justify what and how I did it, just to explain it to whatever extent it is possible.

I was profoundly bored of my priest in June-July. As Delling had whispered me before, I should've communicated. Another trait which I am horrendously bad at, along with controlling impulses. The whole trade-for-warrior-and-migrate thing was something I regretted ENOURMOUSLY just the day after, but what was done was done. I was ashamed, because I'm such a fool acting on whims as though I were a little boy. Warm and shy. Hm.

To further illustrate my impulse-control (or rather lack thereof): In the last two months I have leveled, not just one, but two blood elven paladins to 70. The second because I migrated to do endgame PvE (really hard to get a guild as unattuned non-wanting-to-do-karazhan-guy). This I resented the minute I had migrated, so to speak. The second is 69 atm, just under 5 and a half day played. Must be the most boring thing ever.

More incoherency and stupidity.. I was really happy to be welcomed into the IE community after all my shortcomings and all the moronic incidents that I was involved in.. Still can't believe it actually. This is just words, think of it however you like.

Also lying in my I resent.. though, some of it was true - I needed a tan and a girlfriend (neither of which are procureable by my moronic self, though.. but that's a different story).

My humblest and most profound apologies.

Yours,
Chibi

[Gaeios(Graxlos)]

If you return the 1000g of mine you chose to leave with I have no issue with you...
But untill then...

[forker]

Very well written and I think you covered everything people used was upset about. I hope to see you in IE once again but maybe I'm the only one. I'm sure Raethryn got my back on this.

Great guy.

[Cwave]

Not even gonna read until you pay Grax his 1000gold back.
Im sure the whole guild got grax his back on that one.

[delling]

He didn't even mention wanting to come back into IE, Forker... so it's a little silly to assume that.

Thanks for the apology, Chibi.

Unfortunately, the whole situation basically just confirmed how other people already felt about you, even though I try to convince them that you were a reformed character...

I hate it when I'm proven wrong

[forker]

It's never early for anything. I can still hope and wish.

[kawe]

Not even gonna read until you pay Grax his 1000gold back.
Im sure the whole guild got grax his back on that one.

Pretty much sums it up for me. A proper apology would involve paying it back.

[Awol]

You don't really learn from you mistakes do you Chibi

tho your apology's are always very well written

[Daekesh]

Not even gonna read until you pay Grax his 1000gold back.
Im sure the whole guild got grax his back on that one.

Pretty much sums it up for me. A proper apology would involve paying it back.

With interest!

[Vorte]

Guess that was the money were the thing I never got to know about...

I really found Chibi to be awesome tho, not knowing his past though. Maybe some kind of personal apology should be done?

[Grilldyret]

Out of curiosity... Is it the gold itself or is it to underline that what he did wasn't acceptable? Or both?
Because if it's the gold itself.. Well meh, I'll go on when I get my response:P I liked you Chibi.. Was awful when you left, but then again none of your actions hurt me in any way other than feeling sorry for Grax, which made me hate you only for a while..

Actually, no need to answer my above question, just leaving it there as a kind of a exclamation mark. I'm an insensitive asshole, and I love it!

[Vorte]

I'm an insensitive asshole, and I love it!

Made my day.

[Shannaro]

:O woot you owe Gaypal 1000g? O_O hmm maybe i already knew it but forgot :>

[Gaeios(Graxlos)]

Grilly I never had a problem with chibi tbh. We did karazhan together, we did heroics he spent a lot of time with us on irc.

So I trusted him and I lent him that money. One day he isnt online anymore and I am told he has left the server after some shit with Mommi.

He never visited Irc since, he didnt respond to my question on the Dunemaul forum and I even wrote him an e-mail asking what was up.

No responses.

I thought he could at least had answered something a long the lines of:
 "sorry I forgot about those money I owed you, I left the server in a hurry. If I get back to Dunemaul some day I'll pay you back"

[Cwave]

"sorry I forgot about those money I owed you, I left the server in a hurry. If I get back to Dunemaul some day I'll pay you back"

i doubt patching a lie with another lie will solve anything